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I'M BACK !!!!!!!!!   
10:00pm 08/02/2006
mood: sad
my friend jane has just pointed out to me that i have'nt updated my lj in a while so i'm dedicating this to her. Well not much has happened i just found out corey hill (one of CCHS's Alumni) killed himself i really did'nt know him but it's still sad he commited suicide which was a shock beause he really did'nt look like the kind of person to do that... it just goes to show that we need to pay close attention to our friends and family because they could be in pain and we may not even know it... well to those who read this pray for his family and remember life is to short to be sad smile and be nice to everyone because you don't know who's going through what and one smile can make all the differance in the world

Peace and love to you all


P.S RIP corey hill you will be missed
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homophobia is wrong...   
02:53pm 20/08/2005
mood: sympathetic
i just read this off of someone's live journal and it made me cry i decided to post it in hopes that someone will read it and know what homopobia can do...

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.
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10:18pm 17/08/2005
mood: cynical
well i'm feeling a bit depressed because it seems i'm being avoided by someone (we'll just call him js)but i just got done reading some fanfiction so i'm feeling a little bit better

yes yaoi makes everything ALLLLLLLLLL better...

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OFF !   
01:58pm 27/07/2005
mood: calm
well i thought i was getting off from work yesterday but it seems not i was called in but it wasn't that bad i get off today and tomarrow so it's alright i guess downloaded the opening to blubirds illusion I LOVE IT i really want the game but damn it's banned in china there is a contest in one of the community's i joined and i can win it i decided to do the fanfic contest i have to rewrite one of the endings of the game so i'm off to go think of a plot WISH ME LUCK !!!!!

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cruel and unusual punishiment   
12:13am 26/07/2005
mood: crappy
well it's been A WHILE since i've updated but now that i have a computer with internet i'll start updating more anyway nuttin much going on i've been working at burger king for the last three weeks... and i've learned one thing men are DISGUSTING !!! i was forced to clean the men's bathroom and it was gross ! you'd think that with...now that i think about it there aren't that many boys working... but that doesn't matter it was still nasty on other matters i got my schedule for the year and i hate it they gave me a bunch of crap classes not to mention the same teacher who failed me and is the reason i have to take 4 MATH'S THIS YEAR !!!! ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGG i'm so pissed right now well i g2g i'm tired but thank God i don't have to work tomorrow


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giving credit where credit is due...   
08:16pm 08/06/2005
mood: grateful
i just receved a reply from the person who made my avatars so i just wanna say that they were made by maburoshi_hime and i also wanna thank her for letting me use them ^_^ !
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only 5 more days !!!!!!   
12:24pm 13/05/2005
mood: grateful
well i'm officialy on the countdown till the end of school i needed an excuse to write in my lj since i couldn't find anything to write about so uh... i guess that's it...

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just because i'm bored... QUIZZES   
12:14pm 10/05/2005
mood: chipper
You Are Mulan!

Strong and spirited. You're no one's girly girl; actually you are a tomboy with a strong sense of self. Never let go of that! The only thing that equals your sense of self is your family, but the traditions of society can always be bent to protect something you love.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

b>Evil Poke Opportunity</b>

(Nice job... you are obviously very cool. Or you cheated.)

What would your band be named

Edward Elric

Which Fullmetal Alchemist Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

(grins like mad) Yay i got ed !!!... ok so i cheated...leave me alone

well uh that's kinda it for now so uh bye


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PROM !!!!!   
12:02pm 15/04/2005
mood: chipper
well today is prom...um..yay... i guess i should be excited i'm going with jj ...go figure ... but anywho nothing interesting other than that i just needed an excuse to write in my lj that's it

love suxs....   
11:52am 14/02/2005
mood: aggravated
wuz up today is valentine's day the worst day ever i hate valentine's day and right now my friend is making fun if me cuz i can't spell she's making me sad ....but anyway nutting other than that

my life is boring

i sent a candygram to myself yea i'm that pitiful

g2g before i become too dumb to spell anyting


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IT'S ALIVE !!!!!!!!!!!!   
04:03pm 05/02/2005
mood: crazy
well i've decided not to kill this lj mainly because i put the wrong email addy on the other one (ok im slow SUE ME !!!!!) anyway life's been pretty good i'm still happily single and my cheering season is now over now so um... that's pretty much it i guess i'll write more soon


YA YA !!!!!!   
05:49pm 20/09/2004
  hey ya'll nuttin intresting has happened...except when we were almost hit by a tornado...almost although it did'nt destroy the school we did get a day off WHOOOHOO three day weekend !!! i spent it over klo's house we had fun... but her bf did piss me off but it's ok well g2g HOLLERZ !!

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12:56pm 10/09/2004
  hey ya'll it's that time again time to get geared up in red and gold for the ceder vs central game i know were probably gonna loose but i still gotta show support for cc well that's all for now i wish central good luck and ...BEAT THOSE JAGS !!!!!!!
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THANKS !!!!   
11:35pm 03/09/2004
mood: enthralled
i should have done this earler but i did'nt so i'll do it now i wanna thank ten_youko for the avatar she's making me another one so THANKS THANKS AND THANKS A THOUSAND TIMES YOU ARE THE JAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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slip and slide ...   
06:52pm 30/08/2004
mood: amused
hey ya'll i'm at the library just got back from my friend ashley's practice they were practicing sliding it was so funny and i also got to see the football players practice...mmmmm sweaty boiz heeee anyway open house is tonight u know when the parents meet the teachers that thay saw last year and tell u how good or bad your doing in your classes...fun well g2g HOLLERZ !!!!!!

10:03pm 27/08/2004
mood: bouncy
first home game of the season !!!!! went to klo's house right now i'm eating moose tracks i'm a happy little chicken nugget anyway i hate school like always igabooboo did'nt show up in school today (sad face)and i need a job so uh that's about it well gotta go HOLLERZ !!!!!

p.s oh yea new layout is'nt the shizznit !!!!
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chinchillas, cheese and a box of wine   
05:03pm 19/08/2004
mood: angry
hia everybody today was picture day !!!! and we also had to do some stupid thing for the graduation test... i think they should burn that test how in the world can 1 test tell you if your gonna graduate or not IT'S BULLSHIT !!!!!!! and if you miss one point you don't graduate how lame i'm going to go to the board of edu and set it on fire thay can't to this to us well i gotta go buy matches and a whole crap load of gasoline so if the papers say anything about a fire you know who did it !!!!!!!!!!
p.s this is the longest thing i've ever written ^_^*
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feelin left out ...   
01:39pm 16/08/2004
mood: sad
hey ya'll my weekend was sucky lauren and ashley had finally gotten into boneshakers and i was'nt there WAAAAAAAA!!! but ashley said that she had taken pictures so i guess it can't be all that bad. everyone is angry at me I DID"NT DO ANYTHING !!!!! i hope they just get over it...(u know who u are) well g2g hollerz

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at skool and feelin cool !   
01:43pm 09/08/2004
mood: giggly
hello everybody !!!! school has offically started my classes aren't that bad altought my first blk teacher is long winded and won't stop talking !!!!!! and the worse thing is i have him for two classes i think i might drop him i don't know well that's kinda it for now hollerz

p.s about the background it's uh kinda gonna be like this for a while till i fix it so bear with me puleese !!!
new backgound !!!!!!   
02:53pm 14/07/2004
mood: chipper
wuzup i just decided to change my backgound cool huh ? it's the cover to a doujinshi called Unmei#6 if u can't read my entries then tell me and i'll change it but for now it's just this well gotta go HOLLERZ !!!!!
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